Today is the actual day of relocation to our new office. So tired , our office is located at two and the half ( high ceiling level ) so I have to move up and down just to carry all the things up, and worest sometime forget to bring thing up , I have to go down again and again... Wah , I think even I become rich , I guess I wont buy multi-storey house lor , walk up and down just to get one thing and clean like hell. I think I prefer with small room with all my stuffs....
So tired now... T_T with all my leg and body aches.... T_T
Friday, February 27, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Not kind enough to forgive yet not bad enough to kill...
Okie, today is such a rainy day again. Seem enough , talk enough but still the heart is still boiling with these people who take in granted when ever you try to be nice , take away everything if you offer to be good. However what can I do with the foolish brain of mine that cannot be cruel and bad like them , yet couldnt allow myself to be too kind to forgive them.
So wish to have the death note now.... sigh...
So wish to have the death note now.... sigh...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
3rd day of unhappiness.
Yeah right, my 3rd day of unhappiness, and the battle with my family still remain. I so hope to move out for certain period of time, if I wasn’t caught by my projects and exams. If these remain until March after exam, I was thinking to move out for awhile to stay out of these shits. But now I guess I have to settle my exam and project 1st. Really sian with all the craps now.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Maybe one day i be in mental hospital writing my blog
Today another big hit, super big hit. I tot everything settle of finally I no need to let some stranger from other office /company to enter and share the working office where I will be , my dad just pour a big bucket of cold water to me saying he letting some stranger to enter the new office. Frankly why did he keep saying the girl cannot work in the office below because of poor environment or whatever. I so piss off. No wonder today I read my horoscope, it say I need to consult doctor if internally emotion or externally body are feeling unwell. Guess what I think I going to be internally mental problem soon.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Happy Valentine Day ^^
Happy Valentine day to all my friends no matters to whether you are single or married or whatever.^^ hee hee
My 1st Valentine day cake by my mum and sister.
Not much thing happen cause all my daytime is sleeping and sleeping..hahahaha..
But the most funny part eventually happen during bugis, after lunch, my sister pointed a SGD$15.00 flower to me, and asks me if I want it ….After reading the very recent newspaper of the teenage girl (underage)and boy got caught by police cause they made a “car-shake” in the HDB, the car inside have a bunch of flowers which believed is for valentine day.
I tell my sister , “ Huh ! I only worth $15.00 for the night.” Then I hugged my sister like always did..heehee... the poor aunty beside us saw us and quickly walked away.
Then later on after a nice sleep until around 6.30pm , and the early dinner, we decided to go to the orchard to have a night shopping, eventually my main purpose was to bring my coach bag to the store to ask whether the leather of the bag which I accidently (frankly I also don’t know why) got some stain to it, to have any way to clean it.
Then when I was shopping and walking around the guess shop heading towards Kinokuniya, a guy (like 40s plus) who was holding a china girl (her vocal tune), the girl suddenly pointed at my bag saying: “I want this bag.” The guy responds? He quickly walks away
Some people who are single or just become single, they might choose to stay at home cause seeing the couple holding each other and kissing or flowers, made them sad or maybe uneasy. But for me , watching different couples’ reaction and how funny some really can be , sometime just like people always say to create joy out of bitterness. Hee hee…. ( oh don’t get me wrong , my bitterness was not due to single but my recent job created it . )
My 1st Valentine day cake by my mum and sister.
Not much thing happen cause all my daytime is sleeping and sleeping..hahahaha..
But the most funny part eventually happen during bugis, after lunch, my sister pointed a SGD$15.00 flower to me, and asks me if I want it ….After reading the very recent newspaper of the teenage girl (underage)and boy got caught by police cause they made a “car-shake” in the HDB, the car inside have a bunch of flowers which believed is for valentine day.
I tell my sister , “ Huh ! I only worth $15.00 for the night.” Then I hugged my sister like always did..heehee... the poor aunty beside us saw us and quickly walked away.
Then later on after a nice sleep until around 6.30pm , and the early dinner, we decided to go to the orchard to have a night shopping, eventually my main purpose was to bring my coach bag to the store to ask whether the leather of the bag which I accidently (frankly I also don’t know why) got some stain to it, to have any way to clean it.
Then when I was shopping and walking around the guess shop heading towards Kinokuniya, a guy (like 40s plus) who was holding a china girl (her vocal tune), the girl suddenly pointed at my bag saying: “I want this bag.” The guy responds? He quickly walks away
Some people who are single or just become single, they might choose to stay at home cause seeing the couple holding each other and kissing or flowers, made them sad or maybe uneasy. But for me , watching different couples’ reaction and how funny some really can be , sometime just like people always say to create joy out of bitterness. Hee hee…. ( oh don’t get me wrong , my bitterness was not due to single but my recent job created it . )
Friday, February 13, 2009
Lacrimosa.. face with tears
Today, I really down mood. Guess is the incident yesterday during handling with the law case issue of manpower. I guess my mood swing kills me one more time of losing control and speak too much in front of the lawyer now causing myself with million ants heading to myself.
I been thinking to be a good guy to help any people which I used to tell myself to be more understanding cause I once was bully before during working but the situation where I standing and the people I have seem now doesn’t allow me to do so , now being a bad guy yet not as bad as other and end up got bitten and like an injury fighter whom again being scolded of I got what I deserve lah and all.
Sometime I feel so much to hope to go somewhere with a more peaceful place to let myself away from all people and live it simple? But my devil pride yet force me to face it with the hate of losing to those should not deserve the fruits or the justice.. however where the justice is ? It belongs to the clever one. I always remember my lecture say, Law don’t help stupid people. And guess I’m the stupid one afterall that looking for justice yet it always turn you down.
When I pray for god, god didn’t answer me. When I prepare to sell my soul to the devil, it doesn’t seem too interested. End up; I just can’t get any answer from what my life should be. But still I keep myself praying to hope to get the final peace in day of my death.
the song . Lacrimosa , which mean in Latin (拉丁文)意指淚流滿面 , face with tears.... when can I be as peaceful as it seem in the MTV now.
I been thinking to be a good guy to help any people which I used to tell myself to be more understanding cause I once was bully before during working but the situation where I standing and the people I have seem now doesn’t allow me to do so , now being a bad guy yet not as bad as other and end up got bitten and like an injury fighter whom again being scolded of I got what I deserve lah and all.
Sometime I feel so much to hope to go somewhere with a more peaceful place to let myself away from all people and live it simple? But my devil pride yet force me to face it with the hate of losing to those should not deserve the fruits or the justice.. however where the justice is ? It belongs to the clever one. I always remember my lecture say, Law don’t help stupid people. And guess I’m the stupid one afterall that looking for justice yet it always turn you down.
When I pray for god, god didn’t answer me. When I prepare to sell my soul to the devil, it doesn’t seem too interested. End up; I just can’t get any answer from what my life should be. But still I keep myself praying to hope to get the final peace in day of my death.
the song . Lacrimosa , which mean in Latin (拉丁文)意指淚流滿面 , face with tears.... when can I be as peaceful as it seem in the MTV now.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Chinese New Year Day 7
Day 7 of Chinese New Year = Everyone’s birthday as according to chinese 's traditional
Happy Birthday to everyone ^^
Today , I think my dad was inspired by my uncle’s wife whom shown him the big lobster they brought and cooked in Austria. My dad brought us to the East Coast Park long beach restaurant to have big lobster meal. He order a 1.6 kg lobster for us , but when the person put the lobster in front of me and my sister , we were , well ,abit hard to take in cause the lobster was slice into pieces yet it is or seem to be still alive.
I took a photo of it , with guilty and really hard to take in of eating it.
Later my dad asked them to take away from my sister and I , he took a long time to made both of us to eat the lobster.
The girl who served us tell us not to worry is just the nerve of the lobster that made it moved.
Well I understand the kindness of the lady and believed that most of the people will love the decor.(Frankly a nice decor if it didnt move )
Although the food was really super nice , the last serving of lobster noodle was great too, but I guess not to know the other side of it will made us feel better bah..
Surely some might say that I dont know how to enjoy lah or maybe so lucky to enjoy yet still dont cherish it
But still I preferred to eat those which are dead rather than eat it alive.mmm....
The lobster : it is still moving..O_o(picture above)
Great seafood meal , but I asked my dad : no meat? he say seafood only. I sort of meat lover instead, all my friends know why T_T and my face is getting inches (picture above)
Happy Birthday to everyone ^^
Today , I think my dad was inspired by my uncle’s wife whom shown him the big lobster they brought and cooked in Austria. My dad brought us to the East Coast Park long beach restaurant to have big lobster meal. He order a 1.6 kg lobster for us , but when the person put the lobster in front of me and my sister , we were , well ,abit hard to take in cause the lobster was slice into pieces yet it is or seem to be still alive.
I took a photo of it , with guilty and really hard to take in of eating it.
Later my dad asked them to take away from my sister and I , he took a long time to made both of us to eat the lobster.
The girl who served us tell us not to worry is just the nerve of the lobster that made it moved.
Well I understand the kindness of the lady and believed that most of the people will love the decor.(Frankly a nice decor if it didnt move )
Although the food was really super nice , the last serving of lobster noodle was great too, but I guess not to know the other side of it will made us feel better bah..
Surely some might say that I dont know how to enjoy lah or maybe so lucky to enjoy yet still dont cherish it
But still I preferred to eat those which are dead rather than eat it alive.mmm....
The lobster : it is still moving..O_o(picture above)
Great seafood meal , but I asked my dad : no meat? he say seafood only. I sort of meat lover instead, all my friends know why T_T and my face is getting inches (picture above)
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