Today, I really down mood. Guess is the incident yesterday during handling with the law case issue of manpower. I guess my mood swing kills me one more time of losing control and speak too much in front of the lawyer now causing myself with million ants heading to myself.
I been thinking to be a good guy to help any people which I used to tell myself to be more understanding cause I once was bully before during working but the situation where I standing and the people I have seem now doesn’t allow me to do so , now being a bad guy yet not as bad as other and end up got bitten and like an injury fighter whom again being scolded of I got what I deserve lah and all.
Sometime I feel so much to hope to go somewhere with a more peaceful place to let myself away from all people and live it simple? But my devil pride yet force me to face it with the hate of losing to those should not deserve the fruits or the justice.. however where the justice is ? It belongs to the clever one. I always remember my lecture say, Law don’t help stupid people. And guess I’m the stupid one afterall that looking for justice yet it always turn you down.
When I pray for god, god didn’t answer me. When I prepare to sell my soul to the devil, it doesn’t seem too interested. End up; I just can’t get any answer from what my life should be. But still I keep myself praying to hope to get the final peace in day of my death.
the song . Lacrimosa , which mean in Latin (拉丁文)意指淚流滿面 , face with tears.... when can I be as peaceful as it seem in the MTV now.
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Friday, February 13, 2009
Friday, December 12, 2008
So sian.. after exam , another class before christmas
WAH!! so sian , when I tot I can have a break after the hard time exams and projects , I received another class schedule today and it start before Christmas and it falls on my holiday trip , so super sian
I love this new song from Gackt : Jesus.
Yeah ! COOL !!Just like my feeling now!!
I love this new song from Gackt : Jesus.
Yeah ! COOL !!Just like my feeling now!!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
月華 - 北出菜奈 ( Nana Kitade )
My sister show me this MTV during the weekend , told me that the dress in the MTV was really nice ,personally , I love the head-set itself. But it was super expensive lor , when that time I saw it it japan.
Anyway I told my sister maybe next time if got chance , we should dress something like this in our wedding or family photo shooting and not those wedding white dress or normal dress like other family…I love Japanese goltic and lolita ^^
Anyway Enjoy the song , is really nice too ^^
月華 - 北出菜奈 ( Nana Kitade )
Anyway I told my sister maybe next time if got chance , we should dress something like this in our wedding or family photo shooting and not those wedding white dress or normal dress like other family…I love Japanese goltic and lolita ^^
Anyway Enjoy the song , is really nice too ^^
月華 - 北出菜奈 ( Nana Kitade )
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Getting tired...........
I getting tired…….with the life of stress, uncertainly and insecure.
Everytime people will think me as lucky girl. I still remember my previous company, an idot scold me in front of crowd , with lots of bad things yet somehow people think and feel sorry for him cause he been telling people how poor and how life was unfair to him while I can feel people think I just too straight and not understanding.
They won’t know … sometime by putting a smile on the face didn’t mean that you are really happy, and crying don’t have to be in front of people.
A lot of time, I cried but not in the front and every time I fall down, I have to climb up myself and look straight to the route I take and not to show my weakness…because I know that is what I have choosed or did I?
Sometime , when i in between the role of bad and good , I start to confused...
how much wound, can I still take…………
Everytime people will think me as lucky girl. I still remember my previous company, an idot scold me in front of crowd , with lots of bad things yet somehow people think and feel sorry for him cause he been telling people how poor and how life was unfair to him while I can feel people think I just too straight and not understanding.
They won’t know … sometime by putting a smile on the face didn’t mean that you are really happy, and crying don’t have to be in front of people.
A lot of time, I cried but not in the front and every time I fall down, I have to climb up myself and look straight to the route I take and not to show my weakness…because I know that is what I have choosed or did I?
Sometime , when i in between the role of bad and good , I start to confused...
how much wound, can I still take…………
Monday, October 13, 2008
周杰伦 : 稻香
One of the song from Jay chow latest album, I really fall in love with this song when the 1st time I listen to it. After watching the MTV, it really bring the tears, I still remember there was one time a really bad experience working as part-time during my 1st job, I was suddenly being ask to leave without reason. Although the supervisor called to apologies saying was the top management problem but the feeling was not that good when packing out so suddenly and everyone is looking.. After that I find any jobs without asking the salary payment to work in just to keep myself on salaries. That was the darkest period I ever have…. I remember my mum just like the song, she told me, if the dream can’t be found, just change it, just like riding a boat, don’t have to fight the wind that against you just to get to that goal, but to look for other ways and turn around to reach the goal.
And the song also truly fall inside the memories I have during my childhood, where my family was very poor, staying in one room flat, yet so contented with the simplest thing.
Where I used to ride the old bicycle with my little sister sitting behind me, waiting my dad at the HDB void deck, when we saw him come back, we will wave at him and he will smile at us, and wave back.
When I was like a little boy, catching insects and playing with marbles.
Now, our family always run around and busy working to earn more money , with lots of things where people look at it , will tell me how luck I was. Not knowing that our family works so hard and with all the stresses and threats we need to face. And I know that the smile of my parent wasn’t as much as they used to be.
While myself hardly stay at home to eat with family now, as I was busy working at daytime and study at nighttime….and I always get stress or easily hot temper due to lots of things I need to think and solve and the fear of losing and left behind yet always being told I still not hardworking enough or success like other people.
My dream was eventually much simple than anyone , is to live a simple and freedom life somewhere in rural area where the natural scene can be so beautiful, just like the MTV has shown, I know if I told everyone I know about this, they will laugh...
But I guess the problem is I know that in Singapore the dream will never come true, cause there is no place to return where we can used to be satisfy with the most simple thing, with all living cost started to increase without waiting. And there is no place like the MTV where we can really live in……
Anyway is really a great song with inspiration and I hope my friends who are listening to this song now will find their inspiration and the peace whenever they are stress or sad, enjoy.
Lyric / music : 周杰伦 song : 稻香
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
To this world, if you have too much complain
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
Falling down and dare not to continue to move on
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
Why human have to be so fragile and deprave
请你打开电视看看
Please switch on the TV and look
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
How many people are fighting for their life with courage and braveries
我们是不是该知足
Shouldn’t we be contented
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
And cherish everything even without owning it
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
Do you still remember that you say home is your only castle
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
Follow the fragrant of paddy field and river, continuing running
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
with simile , I understand the dream during childhood
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
don’t cry, let the firefly lead you to escape
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
let the hometown ballad forever be your shoulder
回家吧 回到最初的美好
lets go home, go back to the beginning of goodness
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
don’t give out so easily, just like I say
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
cant chase the dream , just change it
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
For yourself , paint the life with color of brightness
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
Paint love with a favorite colour
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
Give a smile , success and frame isn’t the goal
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
To allow happiness is then the meaning
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里
The childhood paper aeroplane has finally fly back to my hand
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
The meaning of happiness is to run with bare foot at the field chasing the dragonfly until tired.
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
Secretly pick the fruits and got stuck by bee until so frighten , who is secretly smiling
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
I lean on the scarecrow singing and fallen asleep with the blow of wind
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
Afternoon guitar is so clear with the insect sound
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
The sun has shine the road with no more fear of broken heart
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
cherish everything even without owning it
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
Do you still remember that you say home is your only castle
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
Follow the fragrant of paddy field and river, continuing running
And the song also truly fall inside the memories I have during my childhood, where my family was very poor, staying in one room flat, yet so contented with the simplest thing.
Where I used to ride the old bicycle with my little sister sitting behind me, waiting my dad at the HDB void deck, when we saw him come back, we will wave at him and he will smile at us, and wave back.
When I was like a little boy, catching insects and playing with marbles.
Now, our family always run around and busy working to earn more money , with lots of things where people look at it , will tell me how luck I was. Not knowing that our family works so hard and with all the stresses and threats we need to face. And I know that the smile of my parent wasn’t as much as they used to be.
While myself hardly stay at home to eat with family now, as I was busy working at daytime and study at nighttime….and I always get stress or easily hot temper due to lots of things I need to think and solve and the fear of losing and left behind yet always being told I still not hardworking enough or success like other people.
My dream was eventually much simple than anyone , is to live a simple and freedom life somewhere in rural area where the natural scene can be so beautiful, just like the MTV has shown, I know if I told everyone I know about this, they will laugh...
But I guess the problem is I know that in Singapore the dream will never come true, cause there is no place to return where we can used to be satisfy with the most simple thing, with all living cost started to increase without waiting. And there is no place like the MTV where we can really live in……
Anyway is really a great song with inspiration and I hope my friends who are listening to this song now will find their inspiration and the peace whenever they are stress or sad, enjoy.
Lyric / music : 周杰伦 song : 稻香
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
To this world, if you have too much complain
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
Falling down and dare not to continue to move on
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
Why human have to be so fragile and deprave
请你打开电视看看
Please switch on the TV and look
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
How many people are fighting for their life with courage and braveries
我们是不是该知足
Shouldn’t we be contented
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
And cherish everything even without owning it
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
Do you still remember that you say home is your only castle
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
Follow the fragrant of paddy field and river, continuing running
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
with simile , I understand the dream during childhood
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
don’t cry, let the firefly lead you to escape
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
let the hometown ballad forever be your shoulder
回家吧 回到最初的美好
lets go home, go back to the beginning of goodness
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
don’t give out so easily, just like I say
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
cant chase the dream , just change it
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
For yourself , paint the life with color of brightness
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
Paint love with a favorite colour
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
Give a smile , success and frame isn’t the goal
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
To allow happiness is then the meaning
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里
The childhood paper aeroplane has finally fly back to my hand
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
The meaning of happiness is to run with bare foot at the field chasing the dragonfly until tired.
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
Secretly pick the fruits and got stuck by bee until so frighten , who is secretly smiling
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
I lean on the scarecrow singing and fallen asleep with the blow of wind
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
Afternoon guitar is so clear with the insect sound
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
The sun has shine the road with no more fear of broken heart
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
cherish everything even without owning it
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
Do you still remember that you say home is your only castle
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
Follow the fragrant of paddy field and river, continuing running
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Koda Kumi 倖田來未 latest song ~TABOO
Another new song of koda Kumi ^^ I love this song , is really nice.
The word Taboo is proscribed by society as improper or unacceptable: taboo words in the dictionary.com.
I guess that the meaning of how MTV was being shown.
I really agreed cause the social in Singapore have too much of the "Taboo" with the word - sex.
During school days, when our teacher give us lecture regarding safe sex, they got tongue tight when asked them more detail of it.
When the young generation got trouble due to early sex, parent will start to blame of internet and comic rated books teaching them to be bad.
Forgetting that the more they tried to forbidden the more they don’t understand and hoping to try and let those who might really want to cheat them get it.
Being a woman is hard but must always remember:
1. Innocent in appearance but not in mind.
2. Sexy in body but clever in brain.
3. Stay single with pride and not as a third party ,cause the winning party is never yourself, but the winning trophey you are holding now.
Anyway enjoy this great song!!
The word Taboo is proscribed by society as improper or unacceptable: taboo words in the dictionary.com.
I guess that the meaning of how MTV was being shown.
I really agreed cause the social in Singapore have too much of the "Taboo" with the word - sex.
During school days, when our teacher give us lecture regarding safe sex, they got tongue tight when asked them more detail of it.
When the young generation got trouble due to early sex, parent will start to blame of internet and comic rated books teaching them to be bad.
Forgetting that the more they tried to forbidden the more they don’t understand and hoping to try and let those who might really want to cheat them get it.
Being a woman is hard but must always remember:
1. Innocent in appearance but not in mind.
2. Sexy in body but clever in brain.
3. Stay single with pride and not as a third party ,cause the winning party is never yourself, but the winning trophey you are holding now.
Anyway enjoy this great song!!
Monday, September 1, 2008
The song that touch my heart of how love is to me....
A friend asks me: do you think his or her relationship will last?
I told her, as a friend, I hope the love stories which belong to all my friend will be a happy ending and I always give them with my full blessing.
As an outsider, I choose to know that everything have an ending.
Just like a movie show, no matter how touching a movie can be, the movie will still end, the audiences will still leave their seats and forgotten the scenes of the movie when times goes by.
Some may say I just think too much or too negative.
I’m neither of it. I just hope to be an audience that looking forward to watch an happy ending movie...
This was my fav song ( now still is ) M by Ayumi Hamasaki.
The translated lyric are just below the MTV itself , this was one of the best song I love and somehow feel that suit my feeling with how I look at love bah...
M by Ayumi Hamasaki Chinese Translation
浜崎あゆみ - M
作詞：浜崎あゆみ
作曲：CREA 編曲：HΛL
MARIA 為了心中所愛的人
而受傷的每一個人...
環顧四週
人人皆倉皇
急著趕往何方
今年在不知不覺裡
身邊又見
冬意來訪
今日在這城市的某個角落
將有兩個人 眼神交會邂詬
激情的拉開序幕
但是這一切
終將面臨
結束的一天
今日在這城市的某個角落
又將有兩人 選擇離別的路
靜靜的拉下終幕
MARIA 為了心中所愛的人
有時 會感覺分外的孤獨
但是 就因為那所愛的人
最後一切才得以充實
MARIA 為了心中所愛的人
有時 會受傷的很深很深
但是 就因為那所愛的人
最後一切才得以平撫
MARIA 每個人都在哭
但心中卻渴望相信
於是才要祈禱
祈禱這是最後一段愛情
開始突來的沒有理由
結束卻總是有它的藉口...
M by Ayumi Hamasaki English Translation
Maria for the love ones
and got hurt
Look around
Everyone was so busy and hurry
rushing to a place of unknown
Again , this year has reach the sign of winter.
Today, somewhere in the city, two person will be meet
and fall in love
the passion of curtains started to open.
But still , everything will meet an ending one day
Today, somewhere in the city , two person will be choosing
the road of ending
the curtains quietly closed down
Maria for the love ones
Sometime the feeling of loneliness is so obvious
but because of them
these needs will still be filled in the end
Maria for the love ones
Sometime the feeling of hurt will be very deep
but because of them
these will be healed in the end
Maria Everyone is crying
But deep in heart , they still wish to believe
and that why they pray
praying that this will be the final love
Beginning come at random
Yet ending always have its reasons…………
I told her, as a friend, I hope the love stories which belong to all my friend will be a happy ending and I always give them with my full blessing.
As an outsider, I choose to know that everything have an ending.
Just like a movie show, no matter how touching a movie can be, the movie will still end, the audiences will still leave their seats and forgotten the scenes of the movie when times goes by.
Some may say I just think too much or too negative.
I’m neither of it. I just hope to be an audience that looking forward to watch an happy ending movie...
This was my fav song ( now still is ) M by Ayumi Hamasaki.
The translated lyric are just below the MTV itself , this was one of the best song I love and somehow feel that suit my feeling with how I look at love bah...
M by Ayumi Hamasaki Chinese Translation
浜崎あゆみ - M
作詞：浜崎あゆみ
作曲：CREA 編曲：HΛL
MARIA 為了心中所愛的人
而受傷的每一個人...
環顧四週
人人皆倉皇
急著趕往何方
今年在不知不覺裡
身邊又見
冬意來訪
今日在這城市的某個角落
將有兩個人 眼神交會邂詬
激情的拉開序幕
但是這一切
終將面臨
結束的一天
今日在這城市的某個角落
又將有兩人 選擇離別的路
靜靜的拉下終幕
MARIA 為了心中所愛的人
有時 會感覺分外的孤獨
但是 就因為那所愛的人
最後一切才得以充實
MARIA 為了心中所愛的人
有時 會受傷的很深很深
但是 就因為那所愛的人
最後一切才得以平撫
MARIA 每個人都在哭
但心中卻渴望相信
於是才要祈禱
祈禱這是最後一段愛情
開始突來的沒有理由
結束卻總是有它的藉口...
M by Ayumi Hamasaki English Translation
Maria for the love ones
and got hurt
Look around
Everyone was so busy and hurry
rushing to a place of unknown
Again , this year has reach the sign of winter.
Today, somewhere in the city, two person will be meet
and fall in love
the passion of curtains started to open.
But still , everything will meet an ending one day
Today, somewhere in the city , two person will be choosing
the road of ending
the curtains quietly closed down
Maria for the love ones
Sometime the feeling of loneliness is so obvious
but because of them
these needs will still be filled in the end
Maria for the love ones
Sometime the feeling of hurt will be very deep
but because of them
these will be healed in the end
Maria Everyone is crying
But deep in heart , they still wish to believe
and that why they pray
praying that this will be the final love
Beginning come at random
Yet ending always have its reasons…………
Saturday, June 21, 2008
The GazettE ...... COOL!!!!!........
Today is Sat, I so super no mood to work on my project , anyway i now super fall in love with this song ^^ The band is so super cool , Really fall in love with them ^^
I also place the MTV in my video link , just select and click the video at my video link which located at the left side of my blog to watch it if you can't see from the video i have place below :
The GazettE
紅蓮 - Guren
ごめんね あと少し アナタの名前と眠らせて
寄り添った過ぎし日は痛みを喜び合い
両手に映し出す アナタを想い泣いている
其処に降る悲しみは知らないままでいいよ
安息に震えを覚えた足りぬ目は何を見る
薄れないで アナタよ
僅かな吐息を聞かせて欲しい
小さな鼓動で泣く
アナタよ 此処までおいで
代われない夢に続きがあるなら
どうか途切れずに…
幸福と呼べなくても溺れて重ならぬ日々を
「救いの手さえも曖昧で
秒刻みの繭は糸を千切れずに灰に成る」
薄れないで アナタよ
僅かな吐息で聞いてて欲しい
小さな鼓動の音に掠れぬ祈りよ届け
呼べぬ名前を抱いて
指折り数える明日は消えない
耳を塞ぎ聞いてた 揺籠揺れる音
取り戻せぬ春に紅蓮の花が咲く
English Translation :
I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name
The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched with joy
Both hands reflect that
I cry when i think of you
there is a rain of sadness
it's fine just to remain unknown
i tremble for repose, i remembered
what do you want to see in this reeled in dream?
i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!
unchanging dreams, if this continues on
please dont pause in your happiness
even if it doesnt need to called out but
the drowning days are piling over me.
i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!
Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness
Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, without the string tearing off?
i want to hear, even a sigh
little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat
of touched prayers delivered. [haha ok i give up on this]
the name which i cannot call out i held closely
counting with my fingers, i dont want tomorrow to dissapear
hearing with blocked ears
the sound of a broken cradle
the spring time will never come again
the crimson lotus is in bloom
I also place the MTV in my video link , just select and click the video at my video link which located at the left side of my blog to watch it if you can't see from the video i have place below :
The GazettE
紅蓮 - Guren
ごめんね あと少し アナタの名前と眠らせて
寄り添った過ぎし日は痛みを喜び合い
両手に映し出す アナタを想い泣いている
其処に降る悲しみは知らないままでいいよ
安息に震えを覚えた足りぬ目は何を見る
薄れないで アナタよ
僅かな吐息を聞かせて欲しい
小さな鼓動で泣く
アナタよ 此処までおいで
代われない夢に続きがあるなら
どうか途切れずに…
幸福と呼べなくても溺れて重ならぬ日々を
「救いの手さえも曖昧で
秒刻みの繭は糸を千切れずに灰に成る」
薄れないで アナタよ
僅かな吐息で聞いてて欲しい
小さな鼓動の音に掠れぬ祈りよ届け
呼べぬ名前を抱いて
指折り数える明日は消えない
耳を塞ぎ聞いてた 揺籠揺れる音
取り戻せぬ春に紅蓮の花が咲く
English Translation :
I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name
The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched with joy
Both hands reflect that
I cry when i think of you
there is a rain of sadness
it's fine just to remain unknown
i tremble for repose, i remembered
what do you want to see in this reeled in dream?
i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!
unchanging dreams, if this continues on
please dont pause in your happiness
even if it doesnt need to called out but
the drowning days are piling over me.
i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!
Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness
Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, without the string tearing off?
i want to hear, even a sigh
little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat
of touched prayers delivered. [haha ok i give up on this]
the name which i cannot call out i held closely
counting with my fingers, i dont want tomorrow to dissapear
hearing with blocked ears
the sound of a broken cradle
the spring time will never come again
the crimson lotus is in bloom
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
宇多田ヒカル Utada Hikaru – Prisoner of love
This is a really nice song by 宇多田ヒカル ( Utada Hikaru ) – Prisoner of love
I like the natural and simple content inside the MTV, how to say neh?
Maybe it represents my mood bah
Is just like when my friends ask me if I feel lonely to work alone ?
I say no, this lead to question is that really truth?
I guess this video can sort of represent what I'm doing and feeling now.
Is like inside of my own world, contented by simple happiness and satisfaction after solving one solution while more harder solution and ways coming into the process of my learning life
I always hope to have a simple little own world without any more disture from the outside noise and envy or jealous.
A world where I can really sing with joy and do something i really love to.
Anyway here is the lyric (the video can be watch at my new feature video link)
With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said
Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love
Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain - that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together
I’m gonna tell you the truth
I choose an unforeseeably painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend
Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Oh... Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love
Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain I thought I could deal with
I'm just a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again
Thursday, May 8, 2008
I dont want to understand anything....
Today I cried....
My mum just told me how selfish and greedy of luxuries when I disagreed on the ways my parent tries to help her bro for his new company.
They don’t understand my worries……. And things I think of.
How much expenses we have to deal and the problems of it to face when they agreed to help….
She told me I should look for brighter side and a person’s life is destiny to eat how much.
If a person’s life is being judge by the destiny whether he or she can eat how much then
What for I work hard, what for I still going to stress myself to study.
Why I don’t just stay at home and sleep and shopping…..since I was destined by fate.
Sometime I really want to tell people how much things I’m facing, yet they only tell me I just think too much and I am lucky to have things when people don’t have.
When I was a poor shit of it, what I got are only people laughing, and reject when ask for help. My parent kind hearted made me to face the battle of these cheaters and assholes.
Yet my parent only thinks I turning into a selfish and greedy person. I want to keep the money to myself when they died.
I also hope to live in a happy little life with no facing of war battles everyday in my life.
But I understand I can’t turn back, too much people around me want to see how dreadful I can be and soon will start stepping on top of me and my family.
I can't talk to them , as they already think badly on me , i only can write into my blog where they can't see or maybe no one will see...
I really love my family but I guess the karma is already turning right around and bitting me hard in the heart.
People around me sometime give the impression that i just being too hash yet no one know that i need to protect myself as no one will protect me. I just wanna being true to myself and not acting to be kind hearted.
I can't talk as i can't express myself , only the songs which i hope they will hear one day understand the meaning of it...
不想懂得 - 张韶涵
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我再无力承受
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是 幸福的
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我再无力承受
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们紧靠的小星球
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
My mum just told me how selfish and greedy of luxuries when I disagreed on the ways my parent tries to help her bro for his new company.
They don’t understand my worries……. And things I think of.
How much expenses we have to deal and the problems of it to face when they agreed to help….
She told me I should look for brighter side and a person’s life is destiny to eat how much.
If a person’s life is being judge by the destiny whether he or she can eat how much then
What for I work hard, what for I still going to stress myself to study.
Why I don’t just stay at home and sleep and shopping…..since I was destined by fate.
Sometime I really want to tell people how much things I’m facing, yet they only tell me I just think too much and I am lucky to have things when people don’t have.
When I was a poor shit of it, what I got are only people laughing, and reject when ask for help. My parent kind hearted made me to face the battle of these cheaters and assholes.
Yet my parent only thinks I turning into a selfish and greedy person. I want to keep the money to myself when they died.
I also hope to live in a happy little life with no facing of war battles everyday in my life.
But I understand I can’t turn back, too much people around me want to see how dreadful I can be and soon will start stepping on top of me and my family.
I can't talk to them , as they already think badly on me , i only can write into my blog where they can't see or maybe no one will see...
I really love my family but I guess the karma is already turning right around and bitting me hard in the heart.
People around me sometime give the impression that i just being too hash yet no one know that i need to protect myself as no one will protect me. I just wanna being true to myself and not acting to be kind hearted.
I can't talk as i can't express myself , only the songs which i hope they will hear one day understand the meaning of it...
不想懂得 - 张韶涵
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我再无力承受
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是 幸福的
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我再无力承受
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们紧靠的小星球
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
Monday, May 5, 2008
戰爭 Just like what i living now ...
Hi all, here is my fav song which was introduced by my friend who went oversea for studies, although I don’t like Edison , but I find this song somehow spoken my tots of the surrounding.
I wonder in my life why when one was as poor as you can think of , no one will look for you or ask you or even know who you are, And they even question you do you know who they are and they want you to respect them.
But when you become able to work and live better than before. They will try to look for you to be your best friends and start telling their dreams and how poor they are. They also start telling you how kind they been treated you before, the most funny part that is never in the mind they being kind before.
When they act closer to you, they start talking about money. They will tell you friendship cannot compare with money and asking if you can help. Reject will see the faces of the mask being taken off. Ask to return, they start telling fancy story of the same story again and again.
Some even worst than an asshole , that never know they are wrong and start telling people how you treat them unfair or being unkind and start cursing you.
I have choose to upload this MTV ( there are 2 version ) , cause I feel the meaning of the MTV , when you give up and start questioning your life , your surrounding will still only look at you without helping hand.
If you ask me, give up is not the saddest thing, to try to fight war everyday is.
Anyway i really enjoy this song whenever i work or study, hopefully u also enjoy as i do. ^^
Lyric :
戰爭 (Featuring Hanjin/MC 仁/胡蓓蔚) 曲：周杰倫 | 詞：MC仁/陳少琪/陳奐仁
Edison:
打 我而家就去打仗 打屬於我自己o既一場仗假若現實世界根本就係一個戰場咁一切現象係唔係一堆殘酷假象假如現實叫我去打一場假仗打住乜o野旗號 打一場點樣o既仗打得唔好 我o既生命就此劃上句號問得唔好 我應該問生命一個乜o野問號問我 悲哭聲可以有幾多幾多問我同僚用乜o野號角吹乜o野悲歌歌舞昇平o既世界幾可聽到凱旋歌曲曲終人散o既時候戰友剩低幾個幾個我問我 我o既戰友係咪就係我一個我為我 o既生命戰鬥要我保衛我我話我 進一步退一步 我都難過我想過 放棄我唔再識分對錯
Paisely: 成日顧前顧後 想不透行左轉右 是我打呢仗自作自受
Hanjin: 想著 感著 看著 聽著能不能聽到有個號聲響 是否每個人都是盲將你的字言能否當手槍 讓後將它描在我身上你當我死 我還在站著 戰艇你了 但我還在戰著就那麼一句話 就得把我了 慢著 甚國旗 誰在下命令誰的747 誰制我死定 誰是我的敵人 不可能是好人 品質差的人無法容忍者不是軍人怎麼確認 一個都不認識仍知沒仁義沒仁慈 背著世界的負擔聽我喊換人 奐仁 還我 仍是我的自尊有一刻你發現能敵倒慾望 習慣熬過你的妄想 你所有悲傷死亡是否可能是我生命的解放問題是我知何時但不知為何要解放
Paisely: 成日鬥前鬥後 想走都難自己走有傷口 有時得手 有時失手 我都要受成日顧前顧後 想不透行左轉右 是我打呢仗自作自受 MC仁: Microphone check one two one No one and everyone is innocent Edison MC 陳孖仁 而家就Rap一D o野關於戰爭世上某D角落每日都有戰爭發生每人都參與每個人都有內心鬥爭危險o既係戰場上槍林彈雨 血肉橫飛危險o既係支咪加唇槍舌劍 口沫橫飛呢首歌係一場戰爭 三個獵鹿者 你同我同佢邊個可以選擇做旁觀者 無人會鍾意見到 遍地死者無人會鍾意做 戰地記者 唔想知道乜o野叫做戰爭罪行淨係知道呢度法律唔保障所有o既人 自己做軍備競賽自己打自己o既仗 自己俘虜自己 自己混自己o既賬
Paisely: 成日要名要利 衝衝衝從未識死再不分戰場屋企 愛人知己 我想勝利行或企如戰地 很想死而未敢死是我想得太盡要爭氣 成日鬥前鬥後 想走都難自己走有傷口 有時得手 有時失手 我都要受成日顧前顧後 想不透行左轉右 是我打呢仗自作自受
I wonder in my life why when one was as poor as you can think of , no one will look for you or ask you or even know who you are, And they even question you do you know who they are and they want you to respect them.
But when you become able to work and live better than before. They will try to look for you to be your best friends and start telling their dreams and how poor they are. They also start telling you how kind they been treated you before, the most funny part that is never in the mind they being kind before.
When they act closer to you, they start talking about money. They will tell you friendship cannot compare with money and asking if you can help. Reject will see the faces of the mask being taken off. Ask to return, they start telling fancy story of the same story again and again.
Some even worst than an asshole , that never know they are wrong and start telling people how you treat them unfair or being unkind and start cursing you.
I have choose to upload this MTV ( there are 2 version ) , cause I feel the meaning of the MTV , when you give up and start questioning your life , your surrounding will still only look at you without helping hand.
If you ask me, give up is not the saddest thing, to try to fight war everyday is.
Anyway i really enjoy this song whenever i work or study, hopefully u also enjoy as i do. ^^
Lyric :
戰爭 (Featuring Hanjin/MC 仁/胡蓓蔚) 曲：周杰倫 | 詞：MC仁/陳少琪/陳奐仁
Edison:
打 我而家就去打仗 打屬於我自己o既一場仗假若現實世界根本就係一個戰場咁一切現象係唔係一堆殘酷假象假如現實叫我去打一場假仗打住乜o野旗號 打一場點樣o既仗打得唔好 我o既生命就此劃上句號問得唔好 我應該問生命一個乜o野問號問我 悲哭聲可以有幾多幾多問我同僚用乜o野號角吹乜o野悲歌歌舞昇平o既世界幾可聽到凱旋歌曲曲終人散o既時候戰友剩低幾個幾個我問我 我o既戰友係咪就係我一個我為我 o既生命戰鬥要我保衛我我話我 進一步退一步 我都難過我想過 放棄我唔再識分對錯
Paisely: 成日顧前顧後 想不透行左轉右 是我打呢仗自作自受
Hanjin: 想著 感著 看著 聽著能不能聽到有個號聲響 是否每個人都是盲將你的字言能否當手槍 讓後將它描在我身上你當我死 我還在站著 戰艇你了 但我還在戰著就那麼一句話 就得把我了 慢著 甚國旗 誰在下命令誰的747 誰制我死定 誰是我的敵人 不可能是好人 品質差的人無法容忍者不是軍人怎麼確認 一個都不認識仍知沒仁義沒仁慈 背著世界的負擔聽我喊換人 奐仁 還我 仍是我的自尊有一刻你發現能敵倒慾望 習慣熬過你的妄想 你所有悲傷死亡是否可能是我生命的解放問題是我知何時但不知為何要解放
Paisely: 成日鬥前鬥後 想走都難自己走有傷口 有時得手 有時失手 我都要受成日顧前顧後 想不透行左轉右 是我打呢仗自作自受 MC仁: Microphone check one two one No one and everyone is innocent Edison MC 陳孖仁 而家就Rap一D o野關於戰爭世上某D角落每日都有戰爭發生每人都參與每個人都有內心鬥爭危險o既係戰場上槍林彈雨 血肉橫飛危險o既係支咪加唇槍舌劍 口沫橫飛呢首歌係一場戰爭 三個獵鹿者 你同我同佢邊個可以選擇做旁觀者 無人會鍾意見到 遍地死者無人會鍾意做 戰地記者 唔想知道乜o野叫做戰爭罪行淨係知道呢度法律唔保障所有o既人 自己做軍備競賽自己打自己o既仗 自己俘虜自己 自己混自己o既賬
Paisely: 成日要名要利 衝衝衝從未識死再不分戰場屋企 愛人知己 我想勝利行或企如戰地 很想死而未敢死是我想得太盡要爭氣 成日鬥前鬥後 想走都難自己走有傷口 有時得手 有時失手 我都要受成日顧前顧後 想不透行左轉右 是我打呢仗自作自受
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